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Nothing in the World Belongs to Us

My heart was never ready to settle until the wave named 'her' hit my soul! 

The story is as simple as it should be...we, we liked, we loved and we lived with it..

"...but why now?" My heart questioned.

"Because you mean the most to me right now." She pulled me closer.

"...and I need this now to be our forever. I love you." She overpowered, and I stood still.




My heart kept asking me if I was sure. If I felt okay? If I was okay with being there for her...? Is everything supposed to be that good? .. but...

Oh man! How could I miss...

How she despises those little hair strands covering her face.

How she enjoys the scent of my oldest perfume,

When she is upset, she likes to tie her hair back,

how she enjoys feeling good in her new dresses,

How she enjoys sipping iced coffee as gently as possible,

She enjoys wearing light yellow with her large boots,

she enjoys reading cards and paper flowers,

How safe she feels when I hug her back, talking about our future,

She would sleep peacefully in my arms,

She'd call me when she was sad, excited, or crying...

She enjoys being around me! 

Until she left me!

She left me with everything..everything I knew, cared, and loved about her. 

My heart still questions, what now? where are we now? Where is the ESCAPE? ...but...oh man! How can I make you understand that I left my small soul for us? My inner child cherished your comfort, and every part of my heart needed your touch, time, and presence until you took it all away.



Message from writer: 

Nothing in the world belongs to us, nothing is permanent or transient; everything happens in a moment, and while some call it fate, others call it science, I call it love! This emotion of remaining unselfish to someone allows strangers to get to know them, as well as how those unmatched life cells link together to feel the greater sources. What I believe may not be the same as what others believe, but it may be a possibility of belief for you, and I would love you for it; isn't that part of feeling like you belong? Whatever the other bonds do or see, I want to feel your energy, what you're feeling, and what you're holding inside. Isn't that the feeling of belonging?

So there is no way I can or should force you to feel anything because nothing in the universe belongs to us and what we feel are simply matched puzzles of some harmonic and energising reaction known as love, but many others have told me it is more than that. I hope you believe how I feel. While I am broken, broken by you, broken by what you did to me, my biggest fear has knocked me to the ground, causing me to wonder if this was meant to be, if it was just the wrong reaction, and if the result is nowhere, but I had been expecting results from something I didn't fully understand. I swear to the feelings that I had for you, that I will never care again, that I will never look back, but if I do, I will remember that nothing in the world truly belongs to us; these fleeting feelings, this time, and this universe in which you and I were a possibility contain nothing, nothing but stories known as myths.



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