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HOW HEARTBROKEN ARE YOU ?

He - We can leave the past right? 

She - [ no reply ] 

He - All the best for your future , hope you live a better life , wherever you go !

[ phone hangs up ].

[ Her Texts - We could have started afresh , you should have asked me the same one more time !]

Phone chimes * CONTACT  - UNREACHABLE ! *













She was leaving the most comfortable place she lived her most life yet there was not the 'goodbye' or 'see you' she wanted instead she had to pretend shut her feelings for him and keep missing him like a voiceless bird. Her hopes - his heart might have lost colors from the moment he kept lingering with the thought that he didn't even texted a proper goodbye to her. But love can never be the same on two sides . 

His countless regrets settled like the sand in water , there was yet time for her to realize where everything went wrong , where her love became a possession , where her love stood as barrier enough to suffocate him , where she missed to understand him , where she should have trusted him , where her words hurts like hell and in between all this loop of imbalances she leaned somewhere she shouldn't have ! All this just settled his explanations , reasons and the efforts ! Love faded !





 

'Love is a sacrifice ! It's as burning turn to grey ash and as white as purity should be !'












'No kind of love is same'

Everything between them was fading and yet she was holding onto those little possibilities , those little moments , those little fights which ended with smiles - but this time it wasn't  the case . She remained just a watcher even for the changing stars in his life . He went through roughs and highs but never exclaimed - this little trust of her just pulled the trigger to his mind every time because she was the only person he cried to ! He held up his limits , his mind , the differences that could hurt them, his extravagance choices and above all he kept trying to fit in his world . 

They missed the last I LOVE YOU's , the last hug , the heartbroken kisses and the wounds kept settling !



There are always lot more pages to every story you feel curious about!

- I expect they are living scarily beautiful yet alone lives. 


#neverkissyourbestfriend

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